It's Starting to Sink In

I kept trying to tell myself all day yesterday that I was in fact pregnant.... that there was a life growing inside me.... but I really just could not grasp it at all.  I kept talking about it to remind myself again and again that I was carrying a child in me... then I woke up today and my first thought was.  "I'm Pregnant."  I think I'm finally grasping the concept... and preparing for the next few months of my life.  I'm so excited and just praying that this baby makes it to term.... I want THIS baby.... a woman on my pregnancy forum that is at about the same development as me miscarried tonight... so I've been in a lot of prayer...  I also switched to decaf... so you should pray for Joe... lol

I have my first OB appt on June 27.  This doctor went to high school with Joe and delivered Malachi.  Joe said that she did it in less than a minute and a half so he totally trusts her.  I can't wait until my appt!!  :-)